Wednesday, August 09, 2006

transparency...

so here's the real me tonight...

i want to turn off today and turn on tomorrow, for tomorrow must be better. tomorrow is filled with laughter, not thoughts of just getting by. it's filled with fresh peaches, watermelons and stawberries, not canned mandarin oranges. it has new clothes for little girls that i picked out. tomorrow has the dark tunnel behind it. it's not looking for the light at the end. yes, i want to turn off today and turn on tomorrow.

i know all the answers for waiting for tomorrow. i know where to turn to be encouraged. but today, let me long for tomorrow. let me cry, just for today.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Nic, this is a wonderful piece of writing...i am praying for you and know you are hearing from God. we are so proud of you and jono for your faithfulness. You will see wonderful harvests from you obedience..God is good all the time...all the toime God is good!
Love,
Mom aka GiGi

Spirit of Adoption said...

What was this all about? Discouraged?? How are you feeling today??? Really enjoyed our time together the other day....which I think was this Wed....hope it wasn't anything I said or did!!! Wanted to say we enjoyed spending time with you and Emma!!! And look forward to seeing ya'll again soon! : ) The clothes worked GREAT! THANK YOU!!!!