The Great Hair Dilemma...

And yes I capitalized the title because it will go down in history and everyone will read about it and remember the day Nicole HATED her haircut! Does it look horrible? Probably not. Was it a bad cut? Probably not. But it wasn't what I at least thought I had asked for. For the first time in a LONG time, I almost cried in the chair. I kept seeing all this hair fall to the ground and I kept telling myself it was just hair, but that wasn't (and somehow still isn't) very comforting. I've felt a little guilty feeling so sad about my bad haircut. And I know I should just get over it. I mean it is only hair afterall. I guess the major problem is that I have not lost much of the weight I gained when I was pregnant and I'm feeling very fat and ugly. The only thing I did like at the moment was my hair. Whew...I feel better even just typing all that! LOL! Isn't funny how free we feel after writing? I used to have this English teacher (I think her name was McConnell or something like that... ;) ) who made us journal everyday and turn it in at the end of the week. As I reflect back on those days, I think about those journals and often ask myself why I don't do it more. Maybe I will...